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Xmas Gifts

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I spent all my cash on Christmas gifts
Think I’ll cut down meals to daily or less
I need some information first
Or a doctor, I guess
My religion’s indecisions
I keep making them and breaking them
In hoping that I’ll fit into a dress

I’ve been gobbling the candy still
Getting staler as October’s long gone
It’s free, but makes my heartbeat shrill
Getting louder as I get lost
Hearing voices, now my choice is
Do I live like this until I break
Or make some time to focus and escape?

First you’re hot then you’re cold
First it’s new then it’s old

Wanna break free, someone take me
Out of habit, I’m an addict
Get it through me, be a new me
Make me follow, and I’ll swallow
Getting older, I need to be bolder
Repeat the words and fuck the fear
Until I see a new face in the mirror


from Sea of Knives EP, track released April 1, 2017
special thanks (Patreon): Andrew Denman, Casper Færgemand



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