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Sea of Knives EP

by fern ghouly

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released April 5, 2017

written & recorded by: fern ghouly
special thanks (Patreon): Andrew Denman, Casper Færgemand

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Track Name: Daughter
fapped the first time since u broke my heart
fuck i need some wine & some time apart
& i’m probably not fine if i’m crying in your arms

just got back from the stupid trip
got drunk, bought porn, don’t wanna talk about it
but i guess i can’t sink any lower than i did

It’s rolling, it’s rolling
& I can’t control it
it’s working, let’s work it
let’s work it on out!

I feel this flame that no one knows
& when it got real dark i burned some old clothes
i turned something into nothing, but that’s just how life goes

Well that’s just screaming “i was here”
and I’m leaning on the mantra “just one more year”
but i hope i find my way out of the woods because the dawn is near

SO COME AND TAKE MY HAND
AND LEAD ME TO THE SLAUGHTER
I’M NOT A PERFECT MAN
I’LL BE A PERFECT DAUGHTER
Track Name: Xmas Gifts
I spent all my cash on Christmas gifts
Think I’ll cut down meals to daily or less
I need some information first
Or a doctor, I guess
My religion’s indecisions
I keep making them and breaking them
In hoping that I’ll fit into a dress

I’ve been gobbling the candy still
Getting staler as October’s long gone
It’s free, but makes my heartbeat shrill
Getting louder as I get lost
Hearing voices, now my choice is
Do I live like this until I break
Or make some time to focus and escape?

First you’re hot then you’re cold
First it’s new then it’s old

Wanna break free, someone take me
Out of habit, I’m an addict
Get it through me, be a new me
Make me follow, and I’ll swallow
Getting older, I need to be bolder
Repeat the words and fuck the fear
Until I see a new face in the mirror
Track Name: Don't Let Me Go
i’m not so easy on the eyes
lately i’m cold and terrified
and you can saw what you want when you’re not around me
but if i hear what you say can you please say sorry

‘cause i want you
and you know
but i would haunt you
please do not go

i can be shaped into a bride
hurt me and tell me it’s alright
i missed my chance, i was hiding and running
when i had my head on your lap i shoulda just done it

baby don’t let me go
baby i’m so alone
Track Name: Sea of Knives
I still dream about you all of the time
It feels like I’m swimming in a sea of knives
Somehow you broke me, but I survived
And now I’m rebuilding, I’m not that guy

Sometimes I hate you, sometimes I don’t
Maybe you’ll always hate me but maybe you won’t
I can’t stop the dreaming, I can hope that it dies
For now I’m still swimming in a sea of knives