i dont know (single)

by fern ghouly

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Originally set for release in June 2016, "i don't know" & b-side "trump flag" are songs for a bummer summer.


released May 21, 2017

written & recorded by: fern ghouly
special thanks (Patreon): Casper Færgemand

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Track Name: i dont know
ice water is my only friend
and it cools me off
when my heart's not broken, but bends

pour my diary into a cup
it's sim gluttony, but i can open up

does anyone ever feel at home?
does anyone ever feel at home?
why am i so scared? I dont know

i need to find a new drinking place
where i feel more safe
and dont mix with hip-carrying hate

one day a neighbor's gonna blow us away
maybe that fear is fake
maybe the fear that keeps me in keeps me safe
or means they won, i dont know, i'm afraid

does anyone ever feel at home?
does anyone ever feel at home?
why am i shaking? I dont know
Track Name: trump flag (b-side)
walking in circles to try & lose a couple of pounds
brewing more coffee trying to force it down
living in transition, it's like i've been left in the dust
i must catch up, i must i must i must

fireworks or gunshots from the house with the trump flag?
it's scary to live here
(but anywhere you live you prob'ly seek out the same things to fear)

looking toward a new year, hoping i work it all out
i wasted time wailing, now it's time to turn around
i'm ready to transition, i feel i've been left in the dust
i must be myself i must i must i must

i wanna be who i am i must i must i must